deep-sea-carrots

It's christmas. Just getting that thought out of the way. New Year's almost here. New Years brings new things in the new year. Things like studies. Things like work. Things like love. Things like drastic changes. I am giving serious thought to just making a photoblog, as I just have too many photos I want to put up. I'd put up a photo a day if I could, but DA isn't that kind of site. I like DA, though. I like the format. Very simple, effective. Welcoming, familiar. I hate blog formatting. That's a big one on the "con" list. I've cycled out of photography and into writing. (My artistic endeavors always go in these large and annoying cycles,

It's been quite a while hasn't it? I've been terribly busy. It would be typical of me to say how I have been meaning to spend more time on here. Look at other people's work, even the works of my friends. It's odd though. To be honest I am terrible at online places. I do appreciate the feedback, the response, but it doesn't ever feel like it's coming from a real person. You see, I'm extremely sensitive to physical energy. I can feel who's beside me with my eyes closed, I can sense spiders in the corners without seeing them. I know it's silly, but my point is, when I don't feel another person, they might as well not be there. And that's why I'm

It's frustrating to see my previous journal entry and have to say now how it's all gone downhill. It's a low feeling. Let's just say the progress it's taken me a month to make has been eradicated in just one week. It would be frightening if I weren't so apathetic about everything. I guess numb is a more accurate qualifier, though. I won't dwell on it here. This is supposed to be my release. My new camera is pretty fun. So easy to use too. I developed photos from a span of over three years. The improvement is amazingly...obvious. Ha. It's good though. That I'm improving. I'm doing so mostly on an intuitive level. It's not like I have classes